×呼吸×

我到底怎么了？
不是应该不当一回事的吗？
怎么我会这么难受……
我……该怎么办……
心，不能呼吸……
希望快点好起来……

121108 Sing K

突然间想把这份快乐记录下来……
Today:
suddenly decide go to Sing k,
suddenly join HY's fren go to sing k,
suddenly call hoohoo go together,
all suddenly then go directly~
without any planing~
Sing until no sound...haha!!!
At least can let me forgot those unhappy...
hehe...
有这些就就足够了……就算唱到喉咙痛～
呵呵……o(∩_∩)o...

心情

最近的自己不知怎么了……好像事事都不顺利一样……
心情忽高忽地……我该怎么做呢？？？是不是因为最近发生太多事情了啊？！
考试考不好、presentation一团糟、搬家又有一大堆事情……
好烦……我该怎么办？！
如果ITM coursework真的fail了我要怎么办？！
真的好怕……
为什么我这么胆小……
谁能给我勇气？！
谁能借我一下肩膀？！
好累……我的motivation去哪里了？！
真的好烦、好累、好无助……
能不能别给自己太大的压力？！
我需要的是推动力而不是压力啊……

*angry*? *helpless*???

Erm...how to start my story?
Actually these all are because of we wish to move out from this house...
I like this house actually...good environment, completely facilities...
But its price are too high for us le...We all can't afford it...
Then we decided to move out, besides small room...
Well, we talk to owner, how know! They try to pick a quarrel with us!
Sucker owner...i m really angry last night, i know.
I always can't to control myself...
I also wish to change...but quite difficult for me...**sorry everybody**
Then my roomate crave the owner and talk softly to him...
Haiz...Finally, we can find others to take over this room...
Now i just try my best to find people.
I don't know everything...even i m angry or feel helpless...?
Issit too many things happened recently?
Felt don't know how to face my classmates...Don't know how to talk with them...
Felt don't know how to express myself...
Like shapo told me one...A person sure have a low tide period.
So?? I must cheer up....

我舍不得

我真的不知道自己该说些什么了？！
昨天晚上，和几乎整班的同学喝茶，因为有几位以后很难能见到面了……
一年？？并没到……
才短短十个月的时间，大家的认识才逐渐深厚，却要在这个时候分散了……
一起唱k，一起BBQ，一起打羽球，一起上怡宝……
好多好多美好的回忆……为什么回忆就只能变成了回忆了呢？！
那以后该怎么办？！
唉……世事难料，我们并不知道自己的以后会是怎样的……
所以现在能相聚能在同班上上课，就应该好好珍惜！！！
大家一定要保持联络……！！！
已经很难过了，怎么知道，另外一件晴天霹雳的消息，直接让我stun着了～！
当时的我真的不知道要做什么反应，是应该哭呢？还是笑呢？
我的包包放在library外面竟然能够自己走掉了？！！！
天啊！你一定是在和我开玩笑吧！！！
哈哈哈！真是庆幸自己还能笑得这么开心……
但是，那贼也为免太笨了吧！ 偷个没有贵重物品的包包～
【对我而言是有一件贵重物，我的notes啊啊啊……！！！！】
还是他也觉得我的包包很美呢？？
唉……真的好舍不得你们……
我的朋友、我的包包、我的ah pooh、还有玲送我的狮子……
我该怎么办呢？！！！

Year 2 Sem 3~Another Brand new sem

Wow~ My holidays gone so fast...
Another brand new sem is coming~
I m back at Sg Long already. Hehe^^
Erm~ For last sem result, quite satisfied~
At least all pass le...hehe *HaPpY*
Then Monday need to start school le~
Wish to have another enjoyable sem^_^

Today just back from Sunway Pyramid with HooHoo, Nienie, Wen Hui, Leong~
For Ice Skating... damn tired now...but also enjoy on it...haha....
Even always feel will fall down~
haha....XD

11092008 Another celebration vs classmates

Yup, another celebration with my dear classmates~^_^
About 20 people from group 9 gather at the Station 1 celebrated 5 birthday gals' birthday~
hehe... A different and special party last nite^^
Thanks you all guys~ This is 1st time for me celebrated birthday with so many people =)
Besides that, we still went to KL one round~haha...
too many things happened last night le~
May be i m too tired le, so whole nite my eyes can't open ;p
Mid night of 12nd Sept 2008, a unforgettable day~!!! XD

10/09/2008--21st Birthday celebration vs housemates

10/09/2008~ Yup, my 21st birthday~
Actually...for this year birthday, hm...can say a bit special.

1st, before birthday, Hann Yeong bet with me, I will get 100 birthday messages, or else he treat me Chocolate Indulgence~hiahia...Even I didn't receive 100 messages at the end but I get a chocolate indulgence le~ThAnkYoU HaNn YeoNg~

2nd, Si Hua, Wai Leng, Jacelyn them my dear housemates want to give me a surprise~ They bought a cake and don't want let me know~ How know...Miss U too kind liao~ Accidently spoke out they went to buy cake...hiahia... Then hor...keep scold by Wai Leng... so pity~hehe XD Si Hua, don't need worry~ Actually I had felt very surprise and unforgettable le o^^,

3rd, because exam loh!!! 9th Sept i sit for Audit paper, 11st i sit for Taxation paper~ Enough special le ba~! So i felt very very tired...n my face with "fu diao diao"... Even felt wish to cry... Why on my birthday i still need to suffer?!!! I knw, i like to cry actually.

4th, sure is my dear housemates help me sing d birthday song lo~hehe... The cake is so special~ With a "21" candle~I like it so muchhhh!! Thank you Si Hua, Wai Leng, Jacelyn, May, Hann Yeong, Han Seng, Albert, Nicholas...and also HooHoo lo~!!haha... Hann Yeong "specially" went to her house asked her come for help me celebrate ^o^

5th leh~ sure is thanks for u guys present o~and thank you Han Seng for the birthday song...hehe^o^ I m very appreciate because can stay with you guys at the same eave ooo =)

Lastly, thank you because always take care me, when i m happy will laugh with me; when i m sad will comfort me and talk something funny make me laugh~hehe o(∩_∩)o... Now is Exam corner, wish all of us good luck and happy always o ^^v

070908- advance 21st birthday celebration

So surprise!!我真的以为你们今年没得和我一起庆祝生日了，因为妮妮说到很真的酱~
真的很谢谢你们哦……在考试期间还抽时间帮我庆祝……
真的很感动！！！o(∩_∩)o...
在傻婆HooHoo一直吵着叫我回来时，我有想到可能是你们过来，可是又不确定~
因为希望越大，失望就会更大嘛~(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
所以在看到妮妮和威良时真的有吓到~！！
谢谢你们的心思、时间、蛋糕、礼物和祝福哦！！！
我真的好开心哦~~~~o(∩_∩)o...
因为大家都要考试了，还因为我浪费了一天的时间……(*^__^*)
希望大家都能够顺利通过考试哦~还有，要幸福快乐！！！o(∩_∩)o...
我也会好好用功读书，不让懒惰虫成功入侵滴~妮妮你也是啊~哇哈哈;p
GaMbaTeH~~AZA F!gHtIng~~~!!!
Thanks you all!!! Muaksss!!!
Another UnforGeTtaBle Birthday CeleBraT!oN same as last year today--070908^^

Another Trip

I'm sick now. Hope can recover soon.
Since last last week went to Perak, last week i had visit there again.
With Si hua and shapo HooHoo went to Hann Yeong's house.
This is second time i go to there~
This time travel different with before, Hann Yeong and his father bring us "long gai" between Ipoh and Batu Gajah.
haha..and we tried many foods at there also~ included his family home cook one~really nice^^
and also his father made the dou fu hua his own. Haha... NICE!!!
but now...i m sick le...because i didn't take care myself...didn't drink water.
Already few days ago, hope i can recover soon.
Exam is coming also...
Yup, I need to recover faster~ then fighting with final~hehe^^

简单

人总是在跌倒中不断的学习，通过各种方式吸取经验，慢慢的成长。
不同的是，每个人的经历都不一样……怎样的成长法也取决于每个人的思绪、看法、决定。
或许兜兜转转了很多最终可能还是会回到原点，也许付出了很多但不一定会得到自己想要的结果，但是至少努力过了。
得不到的东西总让人耿耿于怀，其实只不过是份执着而已。
重要的是，简单就好了。
要求简单、想法简单。
人生太复杂，有时并不是一件好事，或许简单就是快乐……

080808 - 110808 Perak Trip

Can I say again? Really happy, fun and unforgettable for this trip~
Before going still worry will this trip boring onot?
But now, I can repeated and repeated that really happy to join~
hehe...This is first time for me to visit Perak~
We went to Ipoh, Pulau Pangkor, Setiawan, Lumut....
Can say that almost walk through all town liao~~~
Try many delicious foods at Ipoh included Ipoh old town coffee
(first time felt that coffee is nice;p)
and also my most favour food-tou fu hua~hahaha^^
Too many foods liao~cant list it out ><
Besides that, we all went to Pulau Pangkor and all of us rent 5 motorcycle as our transport~
The sea view and seafood there are nice~haha...
Too many memories le...so blur now...Difficult to express all of it out~^^
Although I had became more dark le =( But it is valuable~
So many first time I done in this trip...hehe...
Got so many funny things, eg "Hut Hut Hut~ Pizza Hut~" wahaha~really funny lah~
Even though I don't know when can I visit there again with you all, I think these all memories are really sweet for me...UNFORGETTABLE^^ ---My UTAR life...

mid nite 0150

Suddenly wish to drop down something...but don't know what should i say?
Last Thursday went back to hometown...and celebrated wei lin's birthday on Saturday.
So sorry ah..i didn't attend your birthday party.
herm...then don't know what had i done, 3 days past~
Just now chat a lot with lin...My EQ really very bad!
But...i really don't know how to control it. I thought that my good friend will know me.
Since they are my good friend then they will know me well.
But...i think i am wrong. Even people know, but doesn't means they will accept or can tolerance.
Besides, another old problem. I really don't know how to keep up the relationship with friends.
When more and more appreciate someone, will more and more easy to mess up.
Erm..i think, most easy way is don't want to too regard on anybody.
So.. i think i can life with more happy! Issit?

我是处女座

看了这些后，发现原来自己真的是这样的一个人……

好多都被说中了><……

都说处女座另类，双重性格，甚至有点神经质，其实原因只有一个，处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转，姑且称之为“状态”。处女座状态好的时候，可以将自己优良品质完全外展，此时他们可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本非他们的性格）。而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同为水星守护，所以处女和双子一样善变，但双子善变的是心思，处女善变的却是情绪。

很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事，这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界：要么说话做事很不自然，有做作的痕迹；要么便极度冷漠和被动，对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子，但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪，只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。【有得逃当然是逃得远远的啦】

他们想的是：与其很不自然地面对你，尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话，或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一，性格怪异，还不如先躲一阵子，等调节好了以后再出来。【蛮准的喔~】所以，在与人交往中，他们只会和不得不交流的人（实在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正无所谓）交谈，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。 【对，因为自己都觉得自己怪怪的了，当然不想吓着朋友噜~】

所以，你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越远。特别是恋人。【原来如此……】

而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的\\'处女座的人最喜欢若即若离\\'。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己，而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你（可事实上这种做法已经伤害）。不必难过，因为他们在乎你的话，他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚！他们所能做的，只希望快点调整好情绪，回到你的身边。

处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。
处女座希望别人了解自己，却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。
处女座是最有责任感的人了，可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

这就是处女座……

stressed converted to be desserts

today just finished Audit mid term. Finally, almost finished all mid term le...
hm, long time did not feel stress le. Since last sem not so "serious".
Yesterday, while studying audit, really stress, really wish to give up~
but now, realize that at least i had put in effort le~
haha~ don't know is it the guideline gave by lecturer is really "good" enough or because of my effort leh...??
Can be more relax now le...
Yup, stressed and desserts just a different on a "line"~
Depend on how you look at it.
So, don't want easy to give up~

AZA FigHtInG~~~^^

Friendship

常说谁谁谁是谁谁谁的好朋友，但是，这的是【好朋友】吗？

常把较熟悉的朋友归类于好朋友，但是，真的很熟悉吗？

了解他的生活习惯吗？

知道他的交心方式吗？

明白他的内心世界吗？

真正了解他到底是个怎样的人吗？？

他的过去呢？你又真正知道多少呢？

还有，他呢？

他真的了解你吗？

他真的知道你是个怎样的人吗？

他真的明白你需要的是什么吗？

之前说过，朋友虽然不及情人亲密，

但是却扮演着比情人更重要的角色！

有时，真的很可悲，平时好朋友一大堆，

等到真正想倾述的时候却不知道谁能让自己倾述……

怕吗？怕些什么？怕他们嫌自己啰唆？怕他们嘲笑自己？

这……就叫友谊吗？

哈！真的搞笑，才告诉欣，人要往前看，结果自己又在想以前了……

还是以前开心点啊~还真的是【不想长大】啊~~~

所以，咏说的对，干嘛要去在意别人怎样，你要过的是自己的人生啊……

干吗要努力扮演好别人生命的配角，而不把自己该属于的主角扮演好呢？

TruSt

Last night HY told me a lot..
I think he is right, i should "trust", believe my friend...
I cannot think too much about those rubbish~
Just will make myself bothering...
If i trust my friend, then i won't think so much, and can life with more happy~
Yup~!!!so...Friend, i choose to believe you le...
I really hope our friendship can be forever and ever...
Are you still remember?? Told you i wan to visit penang before...
Hope that i can visit there, with you!!!
Hope you can be my ciceroni~
hehe...because i treat you as my best friend,
so i will mind and think so much between me and you~
FriEndShiP ForEvEr o~!!

Life...with secret

why everybody have own secret?
why we cant speak it out without any keep down?
Just like what my friend said:" people always live with own secret and annoyance..."
Always opine that people can live without any secret with best friends. However, i know i am wrong...
Even though are best friends...but we still have own secret never tell each other, eg. when you know that your best friend is falling love on a guy, but that guy told you that he don't have any feeling on her.
Then? what should you do?? Tell your best friend directly: he don't like you, please give up?!
aiksss...sometimes will ask a stupid question: what means best friend? Really confusing now...
Besides that, when someone told you something, and asked you that cannot tell others...then another secret is appear...
For this kind of "secret" i won't mind lah~ because when a friend will tell us a secret and asked us to keep it that means he/she believe us~!!hehe...Even like it, because can share my secret with him/her also...hiahia;p (May be housemate is right, a person will tell you his/her secret, will make you more trust him/her~haha...)
yor~~enough..i think i should stop thinking these all le...
This is my 1st blog at here. Hope i can drop more at here onwards...without any secret~
because.........
cannot says, a SECRET